It's Nothing Much. ( I guess )

Katanya....

Assalamualaikum..

 Im coming back after awhile. It's Aayie here.

Again , nothing much to talk though. Just checking here and there and updating here and there too.

Well then.

Goodbye.. haha

Just kidding.

              Lately , Im getting exhausted while working. Uncomfort chest pain. Kinda squeezing ,heavy as if a rock has been put at my chest , poking feel , hard to breath. Indigestion feeling i guess. Can't really tell ..As far as I concern , it's always happen whenever I get busy with work. Once in awhile, the pain comes while resting.

              When I tried to google , the an article related to heart disease, and my situation kind of fitting with those condition . High risk of Heart problem.

Family history for heart cases.
I do have hypertension for now and taking Perindopril everyday. I think, my hypertension related to my hyperthyroid problem.

            Well , of course i'm under treatment and regular follow up.My next appointment almost near and this problem is  not affecting  me much.

Am I sound complaining ? Hehe

So ,

If somebody out there read this , your opinion is welcome. It's good to hear pro and contra after all..

Anything I can say , Thanks for read this.

May Allah Bless.. Ameen.

And then ,

Assalam

middle night words

The empty feeling inside 
Makes me wonders all day
All alone keeping everything bottled

Doing such a good job 
Ain't I ?
Keep myself composed outside
Just How fake am I until now ?

Wonder and Wonder
Continously wondering around
As if I living inside the white world 
Nothing inside

Looking for something
Something appreciate
Something wonderfull
Something...................

Im looking for rainbow
Even right now I feel like my tears ready to fall anytime

The insensitive me suddenly being so weak
Being nobody
Ignored the reality
As someone who doesn't deserve anything and everything
Is it me ?

In the end
The word of INFERIOR linger around
Linger and Linger
And linger

Again 
Once again 
Im just a mere HUMAN......

Cerita tentang sang Ikan..

Assalamualaikum..

Again after few month tak muncul2 menjenguk blog yang sudah penuh dengan sawang lelabah di sana sini. So far,setakat ni masih hidup, bernafas di bumi Allah..Alhamdullilah..

Menjenguk pertengahan bulan feb ni , kehidupan masih macam biasa..Tempat kerja semakin menjadi - jadi kesibukannya. Dan yang agak menjadi untuk tahun ni, rajin pula inche aayie menjaga sang ikan sang ikan yang tinggal dalam akuarium di wad tu.. Entah angin apa yang menyerang, hari2 bagi ikan makan sedangkan mula2 dulu,pandang pun xmau..haha

Bukan apa , Im kinda feel kesian dgn sang ikan yg kdg mereka2 yg sepatutnya review the fish x ingat pun untuk bg makan..sometimes, tiga empat hari xmakan.Kalau hidup dlaut ke sungai ke,lainlah cerita sebab luas muka bumi Allah tempat cari makanan..Ini dalam aquarium dengan pokok dia yg tipu itu,manalah tempat untuk mncari rezeki, ye tak.. Memandangkan inche aayie dgn sang ikan tu sama2 makhluk Allah, dengan rela hati , inche aayie pun bagi ikan makan hari2 . Setakat ni, belum ada lagi la tertamat riwayat sebab overeating..Ikan pun makin besar dan sihat sejahtera.So, alhamdulillah lah.Harapnya , inche tukang maintainance aquarium tu xambil ikan tu esok2..Amin

Hanya Sekali Lalu.

Ring the bell...

Salam.

The Aayie showed up at her blog again after awhile .. Nothing to talk about.Just updating here and there.

Well,

My birthday just passed a month ago and the worse birthday sebab, none of my friend remember to wish me selamat hari tua..

Super sad ....Huhu
Bengang pun ada actually.
Nasib la baik my sibling ada juga bagi present sebesar alam..Alaaa,dapat oven ja.Hehe.
Syukur la daripada langsung tak ada.Ye tak.


Sebenarnya,
nak  update tu je sebab............tak tahu nak cerita apa..Cerita pasal kerja pun , asyik2 ulang benda yang sama. Tengok la nanti kalau ada yang seronok untuk disharekan bersama2.

Insyaallah la ye..

Anyway, Sampai jumpa lagi di lain waktu.

Salam.