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This second part is agak bored and a bit serious. So i just make it short and hope still can be understands.
Life ain't easy. Memang betullah.. Manada benda yang mudah dalam dunia.. even nak fall in love pun payah.. HAha..
This time pula nak sambung cerita this nurse punya story masa baru nak belajar nurse.. Rewind, rewind,rewind again...
Maka tersebutlah kisah......
This nurse start thinking and thinking..How should I act with people. How and why.. Should I do this, or should i do that or should i dont? Puas berfikir benda yang tidak perlu , she then decided to just keep herself berbeza dengan she yang sebelumnya. Its not that she changing herself overdose , tapi just pada certain thing i.e. tak tunjuk bakat yang ada dengan dirinya lah konon.
At first, she feel sooooo hard untuk tahan perasaannya untuk Bla..bla..bla this and that..giving opinion , commenting , presenting with colleagues..Yalah, sebab benda tu adalah benda common yang biasa dia buat. She kept herself silent, watching others friend , how their act, how their handling situation..Day after day, she akhirnya comfortable with what she choose and sampailah orang sekelilingnya dont really care who she is. The funny thing is, masa they in second semester there one cute girl asking her what is her name. Inside her masa tu " What?!! its been six month we're together, you still tak tahu my name. You are INSANE.." Haha.. This nurse very not puas hati. MAna taknya, all 60 people in her group, she can remember, but why this orang??????
Diteruskan lagi cerita, she having trouble dengan new things, new surrounding and new friends.. Thanks to Allah for having mentor yang very kind but the tak seronok thing is the mentor is PSYCHOLOGY lecturer. Dahlah this nurse suka nilai people via wathing the tingkah laku, she real uncomfortable when she kena deal with person like that. Its making she feel judged.
The date is set and mahu atau tidak, she kena jumpa juga her mentor. When the mentor asking she how she doing at first she say everything is fine. itu ini.. Malas nak cerita panjang2.. Kalau dah namanya you berdepan dengan psychologist ,they are really going to know how is the real..They say this and that, provoking and at last this nurse say everything she feel.Tentang bagaimana bencinya dia berhadapan dengan orang baru, berhadapan dengan perkara baru, tentang how hard for her to making friends, about how hate the nursing ethic..The medical prinsip whatsoever.. Thats All nonsense.
Still, her mentor encourage her.. Helping her find a way to resolve all those problematic things. And here, to dear MADAM, this nurse wish to say , THANKS FOR BEING THERE AND HELP HER IN A VERY WAYS.
setelah mendapatkan bekalan yang baru, this nurse berazam untuk berubah, cari jalan untuk cari kawan yang boleh bantu and be with her sepanjang she study there.
Belajar buka hati, open minds and lookings for love akhirnya membawa this nurse kepada sahabat2 baru yang nakalnya tahap overload dan membawanya kepada adventures of college life disamping PENGERTIAN SEBENAR UNTUK MENJADI SEORANG JURURURAWAT..
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